Drug Dream 03/25/2010
Drug Dream- I got the dope and the beloved syringe. I will hide in the closet and finally feel the rush again. What’s that noise, damn, got to find a new hiding place. Ok, I will hide in my studio. Closing the blinds, drawing the curtains, stapling a blanket over the window with no curtain. What, he is not supposed to be here yet. Got to find a new hiding place. In the car, trying to think of a place in Mineral Point with a one-person bathroom. I got it, who uses the bathroom behind the library? Ok, in the bathroom, ready to feel the rush. Oh shit, I recognize those shoes. I know I will head to the Gallery…solo toilet with a locking door. What, there is a line for the bathroom at the gallery. Strange that so many of my friends are waiting to use the bathroom at the gallery. Ok, I will just go back to the car and shoot-up in the car on a back street with little traffic. Damn, when did he start walking around town offering to wash peoples windows. Ok, where can I go, I need to do this shot. I know, I will go back to the house and do it in the shower. I always loved shooting up in the shower. Fuck, even the hot water heater is trying to stop me. Back in the car, heading to the Kwik trip, they even have a sharps container in the bathroom. Ok, got the syringe loaded and the sleeve pulled up, finally it is going to happen. What the hell is that beeping noise? I wake up having not really slept because my mind had been running around town all night. I was so close…fucking alarm clock. CommentsCynthia 03/26/2010 19:29
Man, I thought the days of hiding my smoking habit were difficult! Part of the trouble of having a habit is hiding it, that's clear. It is such a relief to be over any addiction and not have to sneak around. But I still have dreams about smoking too... Ben Brummerhop 03/26/2010 19:57
Great, now I have to look forward to dreaming about drugs and smoking...LOL I have never shared the contents of one of my drug dreams before, but at the urging of my beloved sounding board...I decided to share and I plan to write about them all in the future! Charlotte 08/28/2010 08:16
Woke up tired I bet. Hey, I used the bathroom behind the library yesterday. Just thought you should know... Ben Brummerhop 10/20/2010 10:43
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